To:
GlobalMyself
Autistic and Asexual, why in the world did I think I could handle romance >?!? My natural state should be at neutral but I'm fixated on her. My first time at "love." It's disgusting how it takes up my being as a whole. It's been a month - I knew our relationship was quick and impulsive, that it'd go out like a candle in the wind but I don't think I could ever handle her with another woman. It's the right thing to have ended and she deserves the best but I can't help but feel pity for myself.
Oct 21, 2026